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4.2.10
ce qui ne fait pas de mal me rend plus fort.
today i there was a GSA (Gay-Straight Alliance) event after school and me and a couple of my friends decided to attend. there were a lot more people than i expected that showed up; which made it awkward when me and my friend Fontaine arrived fashionably late. during the event kids in the GSA were sharing there coming out stories. let me just say i have a ton of respect for all who shared and all of them were amazing. this one girl from my school had her mum with her and they both recited the girls coming out story together; which i thought was really sweet. when the girl told her parents, the mum (along with the pup, who was not present) was very accepting of her daughter and loves her dearly. my friend Jamilah also shared her story and after hearing hers it only confirms that she is strong and beautiful! for the most part everyone seemed to have accepting people in their lives. except for one girl who got kicked out of her home, which almost brought me to tears. it seemed as though the boys had it easier than the girls, which i found to be interesting.
i know that i definitley had it lucky. when i came out to my parents last year i was way nervous. i could not do it in person so i wrote them a letter and decided to give it to them on my birthday. i gave it to my father first when he dropped me off at school and i quickly ran out the car. later i got a text from my mum saying that she loves me no matter what (this was a huge relief) but i still had not heard anything from my father. i was sooo nervous; i mean nervous to the point where i made myself sick. i ended up going home early that day. when my mum had picked me up my dad called me when i was in the car and he said he already knew and he did not mind. i felt better. i am really thankful for their acceptance. i dont know what i would do if things turned out to be not in my favour. that was by far the most interesting birthday i ever had! i know there are going to people who do not accept it, but those people are irrelevant to my life.
Ce qui ne fait pas de mal me rend plus fort. Cute rester mes amis!!!!!
3.2.10
a whole new way of living.
these past couple of weeks have been really weird! i feel that i have grown or that i have moved on to a higher, healthier way of thinking! i have decided to stop dwelling on things that i cannot change. i also have decided to not let those things effect me for any longer! my motivation level for academics has gone up significantly (this statement may be exaggerated, but not entirely false). my increase in motivation hasnt only effected me in school but it has finally pushed me to become a vegetarian, like hardcore (im talkin no meat, fish or any other kind of fruits de mer). Je laisse le passé derrière et j'attends que l'avant! Cute rester mes amis!!!!!
30.1.10
it all started with a prada look a like.
i feel out of place. i havent blogged in forever! a lot has happened but i'll save that for another post. so yesterday i did not attend school. i felt strange waking up and seeing the sun and thinking that it was pretty. usually that just makes me want to put the covers over my head and never leave. this strange feeling gave me the urge to clean. after making my bed and taking a shower i headed staight to my clothes. i threw away basically everything along with most of the plastic hangers and put what was left on wooden hangers (i <3 wooden hangers they make your clothes and closet look amazing!) once that was finished i moved over to my desk and my rush of cleanliness fled as soon as i saw the piles of fabric and old clothing every where. something had to be done. when i was going through the piles i found a reject from my S/S 2010 collection and i thought "holly shit, this is kind of similar to PRADA S/S 2010!" 0.0
well at least the style and shape of it. mine is nowhere near as amzazin!!!!!! sooo i decided i should go through past items that i have made as well.
autumn 2008
the grey gloves fit me which was way shocking!
Spring 2009
HA HA HA! sooo tacky i know and yes that purple thing in the last picture is a bra bag! i was young and stupid! gosh it brings back a lot of memories.
17.1.10
corporate cannibal.
Pleased to meet you, pleased to have you on my plate your meat is sweet to me your destiny your fate you’re my life support, your life is my sport I’m a man-eating machine you won’t hear me laughing, as i terminate your day you can’t trace my footsteps, as i walk the other way i can’t get enough prey, pray for me (i’m a man-eating machine) corporate cannibal, digital criminal corporate cannibal, eat you like an animal employer of the year, grandmaster of fear my blood flows satanical, mechanical, masonical and chemical habitual ritual i’m a man-eating machine.. i deal in the market, every man, woman and child is a target a closet full of faceless nameless pay more for less empitness i’ll make you scrounge, in my executive lounge you pay less tax, but i’ll gain more back my rules, you fools we can play the money game greedgame, power game, stay insane lost in the cell, in this hell slave to the rhythm of the corporate prison i’m a man-eating machine… i can’t get enough prey pray for me corporate cannibal… digital criminal… i’ll consume my consumers, with no sense of humour i’ll give you a uniform, chloroform sanatize, homogenize, vaporize… you i’m the spark, make the world explode i’m a man-eating machine, i’ll make the world explode corporate cannibal…
11.1.10
11 janvier 2010.
in a sense it can be safely said that i've created my own problems. initially everything was balenced well, and in my head the plan was to achieve a number and stop. that number kept getting lower and more things were added to my never ending list of worries. once the new number is seized, will it stop? Ok so report cards are going to passed out tomorrow morning (btw this was schelduled to ruin my entire day). i have to get it signed before friday (forging signatures is not cute) i am pretty sure that my predictions are true as to what my grades will be. and i've decided that i will keep mon preneurs de soins in the dark, after all ignorance is bliss (in this case). things are better this way,
9.1.10
mon ami parisien
i first came across my parisian friend, whom i've never met, Adeline Rapon on lookbook.nu during this past summer. as soon as i seen a few of her looks i knew she was not like the rest. her collective, nonpredictable, uber amazing STYLE is a huge inpsiration!!!
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