a new year, a new decade.

The 60s, the 70s, the 80s, the 90s... What shall we call this past decade. These past ten years have been basically my life and sooooo much has happened. I have had soo many different influences and people to look up to, most of them turning into disappointments. I've gone through many different phases and they ended faster than they started and then it was on to the next one. I remember how in elementary school I wanted to be a lawyer because you got paid to argue with people. Then I wanted to learn how to play the guitar. I got the guitar, ha ha, I broke two strings and I was done! The next fad was skateboarding; my dad tried to me show some cool moves; he fell in the process and I was through. Then during february vaction of 07, I was browsing through YouTube and I came across a fashion show, it was Louis Vuitton Spring/Summer 2008, it changed my life; hence my craze for Marc Jacobs. I became obsessed! Fashion has been good to me but it also triggered some rather ghastly ways of thinking. And around that time that I figured out what industry I want to work in, a lot of people who were close to me during my early childhood years, decided that it was ok to disappear for a couple of years and come back and BS me and walk out of my life again. I have concluded that I'm better of without them. I've also realised that maybe it be best for me to remove myself from the people who you love the most to repair the realtionships that you have with them that are on the verge of being broken forever. Although these are my beliefs I think that the people to whom I am refering to wouldn't understand what I mean by that statement due to there selfishness! I also don't want to come off as though I am selfish, but then again I am at my breaking point and am sick and tired of trying to please others!